Still feeling the sting of that slap honestly.

I am hoping Medicaid at least takes pity and pays for some, I found the bottle and I still have 24 out of the 30 pills due to a terrible side effect. I didn't even use the medication.

I know I can't possibly pay for it even with what they pay me, I have a car payment, rent, phone bill, there is no way I could ever pay that. I can't believe how cold that insurance company was to me. My pharmacy is trying to work with my medicaid to hopefully get the cost down a little bit, the pharmacist I talked too said if Medicaid agrees to pay a little it could be a smaller bill. It's still not what I want but if it is a little smaller then I could possibly deal with it. It's just ridiculous that my doctor's office and pharmacy told me I was still covered when I wasn't.

It's HR fault at my old company for not getting the information to the insurance company. I swear they always get the last laugh, it would be nice if it was me for a change.

Medicaid took care of the doctor already, even though it was a small bill they covered that visit in full. I'm hoping they cover a part of the Latuda, because that is just ridiculous. Best of all my doctor didn't even want to right that prescription and I told him it was working, I should have just let him put me back on the Seroquel instead I had hope in an idiot NP who was bribed by the stupid company. She filled me with hope that the medication would work, I should have listened to him, then I might have gotten a smaller bill.

He really is wonderful and kind and so supportive.

I'm trying to not beat myself up too hard, I'm just annoyed with the system.

How are you doing with the shoulder?