Same old, same old today. Not sure I'm ready for Thanksgiving next week. We can go eat with my parents, grandmother & aunt & uncle, but none of my sisters can come, and they along with my nieces an nephews make the family gatherings much better. I have difficulties cooking now (having to pay attention to multiple things going on). Besides, cooking a Thanksgiving meal for 3 people just seems a waste.

Ran this morning more than I should. I think it's already the stress of the holidays and next week. My daughter has all week off from school. It gets hard when she gets bored. I need to do better tomorrow. I just don't handle stress well at all. I don't know why my coping mechanisms seem to have to hurt me: overexercising, putting off eating for other chores, seeing it nearly is the next mealtime so why eat the meal before that?