I'm so tired. The process of grieving feels like a constant battle to not be crushed by the grief. It's a balancing act--to face these feelings, to experience them deeply, without being destroyed by them.

I continue to do well at work, but that, too, is a constant struggle not to get crushed.

I always knew that I could do anything as long as I had you. Now that you're gone, I'm not sure what I can and can't do.