(Sorry, on my phone, too much of a PITA to try multi-quote...)

BBB, so true. There's no place worse than just over medicaid amounts, so kicked off it, but can't *actually* afford other. I call it "no man's land", and that's exactly where I am right now.

Christina It is medicaid that kicked me off. My sister loaned me a substantial amount to facilitate my moving out, and I think they figured that was *my* money. Even if not, I have very little control over my hours at work and they just gave me a raise (a small regular one and another _temporary_ one --not helpful when you're on the edge of things).

TheSeaCat Your insurance situation is EXACTLY my fear. That somehow they will go retroactive from my being informed. I got a text reminder for a T appt Friday and I don't know how to answer it(!) What kills me most is that this is when I MOST need my case manager (to help me navigate this). But not if they're going to jack me over on it. (I've decided not to go just to be sure).

I keep going between being sad and afraid to being PO'd where I want to say screw it all, I'll just go off meds. That's the trouble with finally having gotten a nice stability. It's too easy to deny what lies on the other side (of no meds).

I really don't need this **** at the very doorstep of my usual annual descent into hell...
Sigh.