I just hate house cleaning, loathe it, in fact, so it doesn't help. But in college, I used to keep my apartment very tidy, and now it's like I'm a completely different person. I clean things; a week later, they are a mess again. Back to ground zero. Start on a project and stop. Like going through my clothes. I had good momentum and then it stopped. I have 2 more drawers to do and my closet. Getting rid of clothes way too big and way too small, the OMG, was I even thinking?! when I bought that, throwing out the t-shirts with holes (I have plenty of shirts) and the socks with holes, some clothes I'm not sure what to do with. Maybe see if my youngest sister wants them. She's normal weight, just an inch shorter than I am; they are nice clothes, I just haven't worn them in years.

Cleaned my desk, it's a mess again. I don't know if it is BP or the ADHD the pdoc insists I do have. Was doing good with small tasks for awhile but got off track.

Now I have horrible allergies and am losing a battle with a sinus infection, so I don't feel great. Maybe I'll try my desk again tomorrow. I think I have a lot of papers on here that are trash, but I need to go through them. It would be like me to have something important like an official copy of my birth certificate in this huge pile and trash it, and they charge a pretty good amount of money for one of those. Or even better, my social security card. The more I can avoid the social security office, the better. Last time I was there (changing my name officially after marriage), I was in line ages, and a lady a couple people in front of me went into diabetic shock from not having had her regular snack. She was OK in the end. Then, they know they will have a ton of Spanish-only speakers coming in but only 1 worker (working the English speakers too taking the Spanish speakers). Government at its finest.