Wishing you had done something in the past but you didn’t. That gut wrenching feeling you get in your stomach when you think of what would have happened if you had spoken up at the time.

That’s what’s really been getting to me lately.

Also wanting something so badly but knowing it will never happen. It’s so bad you just hope reincarnation is real. Yeah I gotta talk to someone about these thoughts. It’s not healthy to keep them bottled up the way I’ve been doing.

I’m actually getting physically sick because of these thoughts.