3 years ago when my bipolar was at it worst My wife of 19 years couldn't live with bipolar so I moved(CYS kicked me out) in with my best friend. She as well had bipolar and we got along great we each other we knew each others oddities we thought so much a like it was nice having someone who understood me .when her mom died i was there and when they took her son from her I was there .I sat with her for 6 months in her room though her depression and as she got better we moved ahead togetter.She was there for me aswell and helped me though some tough times .But she wonted more and i did what ever she wonted to make her happy . I never lied to about my love for my wife and need to get back with her oneday.Well that day came my wife saw that the grass wasn't greener and all people who said she would be much better off without me were wrong .Her life was a mess.But my friend took this very hard and we haven't spoken since .I know she is not going to read this but i just wont to say I miss you very much and i am very sorry for any pain i may caused you .