Saw my T today. I have only one more session with her. I guess ill be given a new T. I had a 50 minute session and sobbed through 95% of it. My sister called last night and woke me up to tell me how bad our dad is- falling and hitting his head, what his life-long alcoholism has done to him. He may be trying to detox on his own which he almost died from trying a number of years ago.its a lot more. I just cant think of it now- or dont want to. I am worried he'll die soon. This is mostly why i was crying. I could barely talk through my crying.