Thank you for your kind words. I'm sorry you're going through it too.

My husband thinks "it's easier to apologize than get permission." Yesterday I survived by having my freedom fantasy. I felt energized and realized that I'd be just fine thank you if I had to be on my own. I almost don't want to reconcile for a while longer because I'm getting so much done.

On the other hand, I think it's catching up with my husband how much love and support I give him and how much he needs it. I pity the poor fool. <g>