Last night was rather rough, dad and I had a huge fight over something stupid, he thinks my doctor doesn't know what he is doing since I am still having anxiety.

Dad I have anxiety disorder it's a lot more than simple anxiety. I am handling my life the way I want too. He thinks my job is too stressful and that I should probably consider IP since my Buspar still makes me have moments of anxiety. That is not something you go impatient for. I am not slipping, I am the best I have been since April. I am working again. I am happy despite all the crap that keeps being dumped on me. IP for anxiety, i'm not suicidal, homicidal, I can properly take care of myself, and I am not having a psychotic break. I haven't even had a panic attack since early October.

I'm stable you *****. I think he is still bitter about the breakup. He's mad that I won't let him tag along to the Cardiologist. Well yeah you have railroaded all of my doctors what is going to be different this time.

Why do you think I see someone different than who you see, it's because she willingly gives you what you want. I want a doctor that is actually up to date on modern medicine and someone who graduated this Millennium.

I can't keep being everyone's emotional punching bag. I wasn't about to be the ex's mother and I am sick of father unloading all his crap onto me. Not to mention I just don't trust him with my trust issues and while he says he's supportive, I don't see the support.

Okay off the soap box of parental discontent. Work was great today, I'm finding my grove again. My boss respected my decision from yesterday about the angry patient.

The PA and I have plans to see Fantastic Beasts sometime tomorrow and do lunch before or after.

The Cardiologist office called to remind me about my appointment Monday, I wish the anxiety would stop coming up with conditions.

Now to see the therapist for the last time this week, remind me to never do four sessions in a week ever again. Twice will be enough next week.

Hugs to everyone

Sorry for the long post, just annoyed today.