I had a good day today. Except I caught my students toe in her shoe and didn’t noticed. I felt so bad when the PT told me. She had that shoe for like three hours. I just have to pay better attention. It’s always little things like that that make me feel inadequate. But I do the best I can.

I have my date in 40 minutes! I’ve been talking to the guy all week and I think we will have a good time. He’s not as sexually aggressive as the last guy so that’s good. And he’s not creepy. I’m not going out with the other guy, he proved himself to be a creep. We were talking for like a half hour and then all of a sudden he starts talking about the vibrations of his car and how it’s “making [his] manhood all tingly and happy” like seriously? What makes him think that was a good idea? I told him it was inappropriate and that I didn’t want to continue the conversation. Then I blocked him. **** that.

I’m a little nervous for my date. I’m afraid he will be turned off my my weight. Plus I am all broken out again assuming from my new birth control. I don’t know how to do makeup so I don’t have any concealer. Oh well. If he doesn’t like a real woman I don’t wanna date him anyway.