I have ptsd really bad because I have been in some bad relationships and my child hood was really abusive my mom being an alcoholic and my dad a drug attict my husband drinks (very seldom) and gets really dickheaded.... And that sets me into a whirl wind of emotions.... Anger fear sad depression anxiety... I just wanna crawl into a hole and die.... How would I guys handle this... It's even got to the point I wanna go sleep inthe car and its getting cold were I live HELP PLEASE