Hey everyone. Just wanted to let everyone know that I am back from the hospital and feeling much, much better. No panic or anxiety attacks in at least 2 days. I was a hysterical mess the first 24 hours, but met a wonderful human, a fellow patient, who sat with me and helped color (of all things) and distracted me to help me distract myself. He left about 24 hours after I got there and st first I was really sad, but we had decided that forging friends ships with people you just new for 24 hours in the psych unit is probably not a good idea. I thank God for putting him in my life for that short period of time and I know that, if it's His will, we will cross paths again. Part of me prays that it will happen some day. Anyway, thanks to all of you who "listened" to me and offered me support. I hope to be able to return the gesture. Mary / PaintedTurtle