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Originally Posted by RaineD
I feel like a broken record, but I love you and miss you.
Today, while I was thinking about you in the shower, I called you daddy. I know that's weird and creepy. I'm sorry. I also know you wouldn't really mind. You would understand.
You cared about me more than my biological father ever did.
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Sorry know it's not form to respond to these posts but I had to try and provide comfort. Calling your late T daddy is not weird or creepy. I do that, I used the exact word weird but I added pyscho.
My doc said no, he doesn't use that word, it's not weird, it's just a safe way I've found to deal with my emotions. He said don't beat yourself up about it.
Of course he's too careful to say it now but I guess if in 6 months or 1 year am still doing it and stalled with growth in therapy and stsyed in some sort of dependencd daddy phase then we talk again. At the moment it makes me feel secure and enables me to press pass my comfort zone in real life. Like a crutch I'll eventually discard cause an doing my physiotherapy exercises! So don't beat yourself up - you've got enough on yr plate with grieving.