I just finished taking the math part of the HSPA's and I'm pretty sure I failed. My mom completely forgot about them, and just this morning decided to tell me that my grandpa is in the hospital because they don't know what is wrong with him, and they are doing exploratory surgery today which means they are looking for cancer. So that got thrown on top of my already horrible anxiety. Just the other day me and my mom were talking about spring break because we don't know where we want to go this year, and she said she wanted to go to Texas to visit my grandparents because she said honestly her dad is getting old, and we probably won't have that much time to see him. Now look what happened.
He is my only grandfather left...I don't want to go to another funeral.