a major meltdown this week for me....relationship problems...
with 4 different people...the biggest problem was confessing to my wife...
I am sorry that I caused my wife and kids so much trouble...
I learned bad habits from my parents...I made a big mistake marrying
anyone....I made a big mistake having kids....now after 64 years of marriage I am
finally figuring things out...I don't have much time left...

I did not hurt my family on purpose...it just happened because I was
just who I am....I just should survive on having good friends...
marriage and kids was a big mistake for me and them...
I don't hurt people on purpose...I am a kind person but ffffffup..
I am kind and sensitive...I am still kind of a child...that's the way I was raised..
I am a wounded animal..and now I feel better knowing why why why...more at peace
with reality...the real world...not a chemical imbalance...