Nov 17, 2018 at 05:03 PM
Feeling a bit sick to my stomach this afternoon, not sure why.
Ran this morning a lot. Someone walking their dog asked me what marathon I was training for? The one in Houston in January? I guess a lot of the same people see me because there are certain areas I go around multiple times because of the mileage. Like the block around my house is pretty much exactly 1/2 a mile, and there is an area I will circle a lot because it is just over a mile long.
I have a distance runner's body now, and the ED loves it. I need to have a distance runner's body with a little more weight on it, but as much as my pdoc nags me about my weight, it has been in same window 5 lb. up or down from a given number since May or June. And, of course, the ED loves having a skinny distance runner's body...sigh.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
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