Thanks Eve. In terms of guy, the way you put it, I feel a lot better about that. He said his wife didn't want to have sex with him. He said it was sexless, the last few years. It sounds like he is starved for sex. We did not talk in depth. However, I'd like to find more out. Maybe not on the date. Or...maybe. But yeah. I feel better about this. I agree with what you said about me and the sex. He seems cool and like he wouldn't push me.

Yes, about commitments, that is an accurate observation I guess. This may sound weird, I don't know, but I think I need to do more of what I want to do, and less of what I'd like to do / sounds good, but ultimately when the time comes, I don't want to do it. I do think less commitments is a good idea. And thank you for putting this the way you did. I know it's a delicate subject for me. And I know that you know that too. Lol. I think just the way I developed, and the way I'm made, I have to want to do it. If that makes sense. I can see myself having like...ONE commitment. Lol. Is anyone else like that I wonder? I have thought before that maybe I'm a selfish person because of that. I'd like to hope not. Because I definitely care about others. I just have my own needs and makeup.