Title says it all. I really need a friend IRL outside of my sisters & family. Every single time I meet somebody, they will be in a crisis and use me for awhile then suddenly disappear from my life when their crisis is over. I provide support, then poof! They are gone. I am so stupid to keep gravitating toward people like that. I guess I think if I help them out, then they will be there for me, but they never are  Oh, and, even worse, it recently even happened online. OMG, something is really wrong with me
Please tell me I am not the only one with this problem. I feel so dumb because I keep repeating the same pattern again & again.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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