I am definitely having a relapse. Having paranoia that everyone at PC must hate me for being a bad mother because my son is homeless. Or maybe there are some that really might feel that way because so many people here have been abused by their parents.

Brought my son the gift card (I had given him two different ones yesterday and he had refused one wanting a different one because he doesn't like Golden Corral--explained to him that they are the only one open on Thanksgiving and I told his Dad I was going with him to see his mom). At work today (my part time one) he called 4 times, when I called after work he said, "Are you OK, wanted to see you to give you a hug." He also wanted the gift card. Sometimes I don't know if he does crazy stuff to worry and manipulate me or if he is possibly schizophrenic, or bipolar. He doesn't want to let me take him to a therapist or psychiatrist....