Hi golden_eve
Thanks for responding. Yes it was very hard hearing him say those words to me. I tried to convince him that it was his depression influencing his feelings or lack there of toward me. But he would just say he didnt know. I couldn't convince him to seek help. I tried everything I could to help. I begged him not to give up on us and the relationship because he was so happy and so was I. It's hard for me to accept. We have had no contact in over a month. And I miss him more than ever. And I am so worried that he is going to be fine and think it was me that was making him unhappy and move on with someone else. And that thought destroys me.