I have been here since . . .um... a few months I think . . . and don't really post. I am too afraid to say anything personal and my "stuff" is too much to deal with let alone talk about. But, I wanted to say thank you. I get a lot of support from these posts and you all make me feel like I am not alone. I appreciate you all. I'm sorry I am not capable of talking about things but please know I am not trying to be a lurker. Thank you for everything.

Dr. John. Thank you for this site.

Wanttoheal . . . and desperately trying to stay alive until I can.