Hi everyone. I am new here and hoping to get some help.

I am Bipolar 1, last episode manic. I get depressed and in between mania and severe depression, the pdoc says I am ok.
But I never feel happy... I just mostly feel blah. I can't tell if it is mild depression and we just accept it because I am not suicidal or if that is just the best it is going to be...

Do you feel happy in between episodes?

Thanks.