Thanks everybody, I'm not too proud to admit, you and a couple of people in real life are what's holding me up right now. I'm finding it quite difficult, not to be completely crud to people just now, and, I'm an up/down Gal, in the best of situations! My mood n attitude are off chart...I am breaking down constantly, like, no apparent reason...just is.

I need to learn resilience. How's this best achieved? How do you even get n keep a realistic sense of perspective? I'm possibly just ranting, but I'd appreciate any good advice, opinion.

Thanks, I know a lot have it so much worse than I, just need to get/stay on top