Thank you for your kind words everyone.

I am trying to stay strong. Só leigheas, you are right, and my care coordinator said much the same. It’s a struggle, but so far I’ve managed to hold out. We are still waiting for a bed to become available, it’s been a week now.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
Failure - Breaking Benjamin