love to you all on the AS IS bus...
I am taking a look at myself...know thyself thing..
I am 87 years old...I am a survivor...
I have a mental illness---mood disorder of some kind..
I am not very strong....I am very sensitive...I am not very brave...
I am fearful about life...I have a very strong BULLSHI- detector...
I am not happy...I am sad...I am kind...I care about other persons...
I have survived 64 years of marriage to a very strong woman...
and I like my valium and coffee and alcohol...

so I am now here on the AS IS BUS...and I am trying not to fix anything..
I just want to enjoy life a little more until I die...and I don't believe in heaven...and I am lonely since my good friend died and another friend
left town...more confessions coming later..