Yeah, you're right.

She endured quite a lot, the suicide attempt and the self harm, and things were still going well. But I think it became a bit too much last week, and that's when I really decided to get help.

I'm just going to try and take it slow again, to give her some space for the rest of the week and then just try to be present and in the moment next time we see each other, as I was before.

I know if it's meant to be it'll be, and I'm hopeful given time she will be able to see past what happened to me and hopefully see me in that way. I just don't want to get my hopes up unnecessarily.