I am kind of thinking about this because I am wondering if I am doing something wrong by taking care of myself right now and not working on or even communicating with any of my parts. I have really been having a hard time and if you read any of my other posts in other forums it explains what is going on. I think all of my hard times lately stem from the sexual assault that happened last May. I don't know though really, It just seems like everyday gets closer and closer to that aniversary. I am just hoping I can get some help.