Dear T,

I'm so angry at myself for missing our appointment yesterday. But I couldn't really help it. I had to go to the ER, that's why I waited until it was 10 minutes before our session to cancel it. The pain was unbearable, this is the only thing that would make me cancel like that.

I had SO MUCH to tell you... so much... now I'm struggling, because I know you won't be able to fit me into your full-packed schedule. I need you. More so than I did yesterday. Another 6 days. Stupid stomach.