I've attempted SU in the past, unsuccessfully obviously since I'm still here. I'm kind of like Skeezyks in that living is a day to day thing for me, where each day I make a decision to live for one more day. What keeps me going, is that SU now feels like giving up, that it would be letting the universe win, so it's kind of like I want to live, just to prove that I'm strong enough.

I also found therapy invaluable, along with finding an understanding psychiatrist who got me on a good medication combination.

Hang in there. With work it can get better.

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