Pdoc appt. today. No med changes, have a phone appt. with him in 2 weeks. Got a lecture to eat more, especially protein.
Doing OK but ran again this morning, a lot. Then, I don't know if it was the running or not, but I got so sick to my stomach (and sorry if TMI) with diarrhea and feeling like I needed to throw up. Finally got over that for the pdoc appt but am not feeling well, weakish, very dehydrated, lucky he didn't weight me because I look bad, but I told him straight out I was super dehydrated, and my weight would be messed up.
I'm hungry, not sure what to eat though as not many foods are appealing right now. I had some JELLO, but it was sugar-free, not much calorie-wise. I think I have some canned soup. If I have one without a cream broth, I will try that, a chicken noodle or minestrone, something like that.
Wanted to get a ham & some rolls for Thanksgiving tomorrow, just feel blah right now, and the thought of either one of those foods turns my stomach right now. Maybe later I can pick it up or have H get it.
H has a job interview today AGAIN with that university that keeps dangline jobs and taking them away. He's on his way there now. Maybe a better outcome, I don't know. This has been 3 or 4 times already. Some of this bad luck, you can't even write this stuff. I hope 2019 is a better year for us.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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