I attempted suicide the other night. I really wanted it to work. It didn’t. I ended up in the hospital and now here I am. It was the one option I thought would work/I thought I had so now I’m stuck. I don’t want to live but now I have to.

What makes you choose life? Aside from the generic “I have kids” or “I wouldn’t want to let down people who love me.” I have such a deep pain that I wanted to escape. How do I live with it? How do I become okay with living with it?