The pdoc's secretary called and said my lab results were good but I need to pick up another lab order to get a blood test in 2 to 4 weeks. I looked at the blood test results and my creatinine is slightly high and carbon dioxide is low. My thyroid level increased but is still in the normal range. I don't know if I should be concerned about my kidneys. The doctor isn't. My lithium level is .07, which is the low side of the normal range. I saw the psychologist today and he basically asked some background about me. I don't know if he can help me, but I agreed to five sessions to try. I got in trouble at work yesterday for a major error (like against the law) and now all I can think about is how much I've screwed up at work lately. I can never get another job because my supervisor would probably not provide a positive reference. I really need to get myself together but I just can't. I'm still hearing voices too.