Visited my partner this evening and she seems to be doing ok. She seemed a bit brighter today which was nice to see. I’m glad she is finally getting the help she so desperately needed.

As for me, I’m doing ok. I’m managing those self destructive urges and they seem to have lessened a bit for now, apart from the urge to drink anyway. That is still strong. Trying very hard to not throw my three months sober time away, just not sure if I will manage.

Partner is already starting to worry about me as last time she wasn’t doing good I ended up taking an overdose not long after. So yeah, there’s a very real risk things could deteriorate, and fast. I’m just trying to take each day as it comes.