I have come to realize that when I am depressed with no energy it is very easy to be laid back , at peace and all that .. as you say abilify is acting as a ad now . so I have the energy to act out ... and it is coming fast and furious ... maybe a higher dose will calm me back down ... but maybe it will continue to act as it is now ... but between the anger eating me alive and almost 0 sleep ... just not sure this is the right med for me ... but I guess I will go on because I promised to be totaly complient from now on ... just hope someone does not get hurt before this settles out ... be strong my friends .... Tigger .