I feel so tired and run down today and I don't know why. I know I stayed up late working on school work and trying to figure out if a study I read is true or not. I personally don't agree with it neither does the PA friend. I don't think my medication is working my heart rate is still ridiculously high my blood pressure is too. I have also been so cold today even with my tiny heater my office felt like Antarctica. PA said my office felt fine but I just couldn't get warm today. Work was okay had another angry patient upset about the wait times. I swear nobody has an ounce of patience anymore.

I am ready for tomorrow getting to sleep in and go out with family. Aunt told me I have to explain to the girls why I decided to break up with a guy they both liked. I just don't know how to explain to a 10 and 8 year old that he was an idiot. Oh well I promised I'd take them to the movies this weekend, maybe they'll forget and just enjoy time with me instead of him and I.

Off to the first therapy appointment of this week.

Hugs to everyone