Hi, Golden Eve,

Your feelings sound normal to me.

Have you looked around this website for articles that can give you insight into why you feel that way and what your options are? Psych Central - Trusted mental health, depression, bipolar, ADHD & psychology information

When I have questions about something going on in my head or in my life, I google to find out what my options are and the why behind it. Sure has helped me out a lot over the years.

I'd love to know what you decide to do. I won't criticize you. I will respect your choice.