I'm not sure what you mean by self-medicating but I'm not ****ing taking it anymore. It agitates the **** out me. Maybe i'll sleep tonight, maybe I won't. The office doesn't give a ****. I got up at 3 today and not a lot of interest in laying down but I'm going to try. I'm guessing I'll be up at 4 at the latest if I do even sleep. But, yes, **** you seroquel, I'm done. And mad I even restarted to begin with. So there's my thoughts for right now LOL. Happy t-give and peace.