So, deity check, went off the lamictal..why I don't f ing know..been a month, yep I can tell. I think its total, complete f ing ******** that I have to take these meds and only half *** be ok. **** this ****. I'm sorry you guys, o should be more supportive, but I'm stuck in my own dam head. I drink, smoke, gamble, lose my **** and start over. I was diagnosed at 45..wtf. is this really my life.

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