I'm having a scary night. I am feeling paranoid about a relative who is staying next door with my mom. I have no basis for my fears although the relationship is really complicated but there's never been anything close to the threat I'm fearing tonight. I just want to sleep so it goes away but that's not happening easily. Oh well. I had a nice day with my mom today. We don't get to spend much time together lately because of her work schedule so that was nice. Hopefully my meds kick in fast.