If it feels wrong then I am sorry to say then you should get away. May I ask why would you want to be with someone who doesn’t even know what he wants, he tells you something and then something else. I understand how are feeling because a month ago my boyfriend broke up with me. It’s hard and I think a lot about everything that happened but I know that with time one heals. I hear when you say that you don’t to find another bf, that’s how you are feeling because you are going through that right now. The right person will come and you won’t have question yourself. Don’t settle for less than you deserve. Believe me I’m the woman that has tried a thousand ways to stay in a toxic relationship . If he loves you he should be really trying to save relationshi not the other way around. Best of luck