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Old Nov 22, 2018, 07:13 PM
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OMG, I actually cleaned today, not the easiest area either, the back of our closet with the seasonal shoes that always gets super dusty. Then, I dusted and vacuumed the whole master bedroom. For some reason, the master bedroom gets much dustier than other rooms of the house, not sure why. It doesn't have more electronics or anything, and generally, we spend more time in the family room. So much dust. It looks really good now

Then, I did a quick vacuum of the rest of the house (pretty tired by then). Not great, but better than it was. 2. 5 hr. cleaning constantly is not much difference from the exercise I do in the morning anyway. Not sure where the motivation canw from...hypomania? But I had plenty of sleep, so IDK. It rarely hits me and I hate to stop when it does because I never know when it will be back. If I could get off one lamotrigine and just have the energy and motivation as a consequence, I'd do it in a heartbeat, but I think I'd also end up with the reckless driving, more racing thoughts, spending sprees, hypergraphia everywhere (I mean, it literally covered the house in notes on paper, post-its, spirals, it was freaky).
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