I'm pretty shut down emotionally right now. I have been for about a week now. So much happened, so much hurt and now I'm just here. What's the point in living like this?

Other things have transpired in my head. An increase in flashbacks isn't helping. I go from feeling way too much, to feeling way too down, to feeling absolutely nothing. It's like an emotional overload causing a shut down. And this shut down is killing me.