hello guys, i really love someone and i CAN'T express my feelings for him even though i know he loves me too. the reason for this is because i have a boyfriend. don't get me wrong, i feel very guilty and unfaithful for feeling this way. i really care for my boyfriend and don't want to hurt him in any way, but i don't feel "romantic" around him, meaning i don't feel like i just want to cuddle him and wrap him in my arms. he's more like a REALLY good friend.

the reason i started being serious with my boyfriend is because it has been 8 years since i last felt the feeling i feel with my crush. i literally thought i just imagined ever feeling that way towards anyone, and that the deep friendship i have with my boyfriend is all there is, nothing more.

what am i supposed to do with these feelings? i don't want to get rid of them because it has been so long ago i felt this way and i really wish i could act on them. i don't want to get rid of my boyfriend either, or hurt him in any way.

i also want to add, my crush is not a bad person. as he figured out i had a boyfriend he distanced himself from me and i am really proud of him for that.