I cried in bed yesterday just before going to sleep. Loving you hurts me either way.

I know you're not going to reply to my tuesday email until the following tuesday. Maybe I feel ignored because I am being ignored. You tell me you care but so did he.

“In those days, I didn't understand anything. I should have judged her according to her actions, not her words. She perfumed my planet and lit up my life. I should never have run away! I ought to have realized the tenderness underlying her silly pretensions. Flowers are so contradictory! But I was too young to know how to love her.”

I might post your Christmas present which I decided on previously, but no more therapy for me.

P.s I have exam dates:

20.12.18 = stomatology
10.01.18 = props of surgery
TBA = pharmacology

p.p.s I might also disappear off PC for a bit. Our surgeon said we could have extra time with him when he is on call in the evenings and everything about this site reminds me of you.