Now I’m just in a crappy mood over this whole thing. I put up boundaries and my family didn’t allow it. So now I have nothing with them. Even though it wasn’t ever healthy, it was all I knew.

My mom tagged me in some photo on Facebook yesterday. Her passive aggressive way to try to manipulate me into conversation without actually calling me. I deleted it.

I feel so unliked and so unimportant. I’m also bored from withdrawal from the Game of Phones. Even though it was unhealthy. It was the relationship we had. It was stimulating, if that makes sense.

My husband and kids are together this weekend. I’m trying to enjoy being in the moment and new experiences.