Hang in there (((cryingontheinside))), please. No, you're not being punished for anything believe me. I feel the same way sometimes but then I realize, no, it can't be about punishment...

But anyway, don't give up please. Get through each dark patch and cling to hope that one day you'll emerge out the other side into a better time.

We can do this, cryingontheinside.