I mean to say I hate it when people make suicide out to be this huge sad thing. And that probably sounds odd, I mean suicide is inherently sad. The thing about when people talk about it though is who they have in mind. They're thinking of people who actually have any value being alive. People someone actually cares about. People that have something to offer. But you know, being very brutally honest, some people don't have that. No one that would miss them. Nothing to lose by dying. No valuable traits or skills. Or you know would just greatly increase the quality of life of those they live with if they weren't around. I guess at best that's an unpopular opinion. I don't particularly expect anyone to agree or like my thoughts. I mean I kinda just got used to this idea. that oh hey I guess when your life is all cons and no pros you just waste everyone's time, energy and resources. You know all that everyone would be better off without you thing. it just feels like once you reach a certain point or age and have yet to produce anything of value then maybe you're just one of those people that needs to leave.