No, no children on either side, and we agreed that if that situation were to change, we could never consider having a future together.
I remember on his wedding day I was convinced that he was just getting carried along my his friends and family and that he really loved me but couldn't work out how or gather the confidence to get out of it all...and it turns out I was right. I also remember at my wedding seeing him there and knowing I was still deeply in love with him and mentally apologising to my soon to be husband for it, thinking surely now things would change. We made an effort not to see one another and to really spend time working on our marriages, but things over time just kept on falling apart.
It was about 9 months after my wedding that we had an honest conversation in a big group party where we had met up when we finally told one another how we felt and the fact that it was all a big mess. Just a bit too late.
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