I think I have to accept that at this point, I'm a self-absorbed jerk. I think I'm too important. I'm admitting it, and I feel bad about this but I can't help the feeling.

The reason I'm posting this is because it's gotten worse since my last episode. I have no social anxiety anymore. I think I'm soo awesome I can do anything. I mentioned this before but I, a freaking socially anxious stay at home person went up on stage without any anxiety and thought I owned the stupid show.

What is going on? This has gotten worse in the past two weeks and only seems to be getting worse. I'm becoming more reckless and impulsive as well which is concerning.

Am I just becoming an irresponsible jerk?